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Let Everything Happen to You
Let everything happen to you Beauty and terror Just keep going No feeling is final…
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A Day without a To-Do List
I wake up gently, yawn, and bury my head in warm blankets. “You should get…
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Witnessing: Life, Death, and the Wisdom of the Crone
I love the promise of eggs laid by songbirds in nesting boxes on my land.…
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Hearing Our Determined Hearts
“I need help,” I said. I was a mother pleading for her child. The deaf…
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The Color of Forgiveness
“Will you meditate with me?” he asks. I'd said yes for many years. Chemotherapy was…
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Make Gardening Heal Again
“I won't plant vegetables this year,” I told my two sons this winter. I said…
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Brothers, Sons, and a Missing Dad
In 1974, David greeted his newborn brother with joy and a dripping nose. I decided…
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Sorting Seeds: Psyche’s First Labor Gives Us Lessons for Life
“Is this easier or harder?” my audiologist asks. “Raise your hand when you hear a…
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Relighting The Vital Fire
The day before cochlear implant surgery, I lifted weights and took a long brisk walk.…
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Persistent Memories and Psychological Descent
Anxious memories broke into consciousness when I was almost three. They stuck like glue. The…